I Want to See it all First Hand This Time

  "And I travel backwards through time and space and I disintegrate, become invisible."

Every Reason

"I’ve been watching a slow thaw come around.
I’ve been waiting in the cold and hazy blue.
I’ve been driving alone out to the edge of town.
I’ve been thinking too much of you.

Last snowfall left splinters and some winters never end; neither wane nor wear.
And sunshine is like lovers and some summers just pretend; only warm the air.
It’s that I’m tired of the feeling here. It’s too near to death, it’s too jobless year-round.
It’s not the weather in the city or the highway moan.
Not the streets or the buildings, neither wooden nor stone.
Every reason to leave this place behind, why I should be alone,
Are made of flesh and bone."

Made Me Wonder

"That stained-glass window sits untouched amongst the brickwork worn,
A symbol of the beauty only perfect at that moment we were born.


And just the other day I swear I saw a man there
Pulling weeds out of the concrete, sweeping up and patching cracks,
I saw him lift a rag to wash the years of filth from off those windows.


Made me wonder if there’s anyone like that for you and me and
Anybody else who broke and lost hope."

"Well I woke up feeling unbearable"

May Prove

Examples of ELUSIVE

1.        The truth may prove elusive.

Trevor

"There are days where I really, really miss high school."

Accordingly

"I never spent a lot of time finding a remedy
I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason

Sorry, I know I seem angry I'm not... I promise
I just know I did this to me
And I will deal with it accordingly."

Real Real

   The reality of the situation
    is that no one knows the reality of the situation.

Purpose

People are an unreliable source of purpose.

Honest

"Oh, It Hurts To Always Have To Be Honest With
The One That You Love."

Bedrooms

“Listen- I’d fall in love with you, if you could beat these people out of me.”

If Seeing

       "Well if seeing is believing             then believe that we have lost our eyes!"

Flawed Reflection

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Detail

              "No detail is too minor to note."

Similar To Everything Else

I spent so much time fishing for answers, you spent it all so coy

you left me on the back burner, for a baker's dozen months

pulled the rug out from underneath eggshells

I was a hot mess with cold feet

so many late evenings under magic sheets and quiet murmurs

I'm surprised it lasted more than a fort night