Short Time

"In a short time

this will be a long time ago"

Make Sure It Doesn't

"

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Scary

“When it feels scary to jump, that’s exactly when you jump. 
Otherwise you end up staying the same place your whole life. And that I can’t do.”

Get The Best

    "I'm fine. I just let the night get the best of me."

Redeemed

"what if I am never forgiven?

what if I already am?"

I Am Saying This to Hurt You

  "I want you to contextualize my sadness, to put whatever you're going through into perspective"

I Hope This is Beneficial for Us But Mostly for Me

"Despite these recent events, Philip was incapable of experiencing happiness. He counterbalanced his feelings of love and productivity with periods of extreme isolation, sometimes finding that days on end had passed since last leaving the house. Shortly after the rush of severing ties with those he believed to be poisonous to his mental health, Philip was too crippled with anxiety and dread to go outside for the better part of a week. Philip had harbored increasingly romantic notions about what this period in his life would mean, until one day, a few months before the publication of his second novel, he abruptly became confidently disenfranchised to the point of despondency."

How Do You Feel

"What are you thinking?
How do you feel?
What have we done to each other?
What will we do?"

How Am I Not Being Myself

"How am I not being myself?"

Does Not Seem to Matter

"She'll kill herself,

she'll kill herself over something that does not seem to matter"

Gone From Me

   "Everything is gone from me but the certainty of your goodness."

All Just Waiting

"You know how, like in cartoons, when the building gets hit by the wrecking ball, right before the building falls down, there's always like this moment where it's perfectly still right before it collapses? We're in that moment. The wrecking ball has already hit all of this, and this is just the moment before it all falls down."

You Were Orphaned By Indifference

"It's bad enough feeling sad,

but feeling embarassed about your feelings.."

Time to Wake Up

"I'm exhausted now

time to wake up"

If You Had Asked

"If you had asked, I would have stayed"

Spaces Between

"It's like I'm reading a book, and it's a book that I deeply love, but I'm reading it slowly now so the words are really far apart and the spaces between the words are almost infinite. I can still feel you and the words of our story, but it's in this endless space between the words that I'm finding myself now. It's a place that's not the physical world - it's where everything else is that I didn't even know existed. I love you so much, but this is where I am now. This is who I am now."

Why Would I Do That

"I don't want to talk about this, Doc"

"Then write about it"

"You said yourself, writing about it brought you solace"

"Yeah, well it didn't bring anyone else much solace"

Lesser

"It feels like I felt everything that I am going to, and everything now is a lesser version of what I felt before."

"I've never loved anyone the way I loved you."
"Me too. Now we know how."

Infinitely

"I have infinite tenderness for you, always will, my whole life long."

Big Thing Of It

   "How's this for not making a big thing out of it?"