As The Weeknd Said, Let Me Motherfuckin Love You

To the last boy I will ever love
I don’t mean this as a compliment
but you can take it as such

because you’re still a dude
bar fighting
and insecure

some memories you hold
other ones people hold for you

to the last woman I will ever really love
you made me insane
but it’s mostly okay

there’s a fine line between changing and growing
in parentheses, I’m not sure which either of us did

I think you blocked my cellphone number
but it’s cool

actually I’m not quite sure since all my text bubbles are still blue

you dm’d me yesterday

I still love you

until you say “when”

___________

Reprise

I support a community I am not yet a part of for so long
in hopes when I’m finally finally ready they will support me in return
god knows I need it

I never touched you, just got close
as if I’d catch something; a cold I never thought I’d be ready for

I got it anyway
years late and an even longer time coming

to the only boy I’m able to love
I hope we never ever break up
but when we do I have a rebound lined up
I’m just kidding kind of

to the girl I still love
you make me fucking crazy
and since the medication I’ve been really really needing that

do you care enough to even forgive me