"Everything is fine
  but I wish I were dead."

Stare

Actually Feel

 when you love some one so much
 you can feel your heart sore

Lay

"At the very moment that I realize I don't have it, I'm questing for it
And therefore you know evolving into the faith
And also showing that I got something to hold onto, even while I'm questioning what it is
I wanna do what's right now, while it's in my brain
Cause later on, man, I might not feel the same
And I don't really feel it's right to conceal your pain
It bubbles up inside, and people start killin things
So I'm going to let it hang, move on to better things
Living in environments where everything's really strange"


"So I want to get myself attached

To something bolted down

So that these winds of circumstance

Won't keep blowing me around

From when I land to when I leave

There is enough time to sleep and sing 

I keep running around when all I want is to lay motionless"

"In every dream home a heartache
And every step I take
Takes me further from heaven"

Perfect Person

"I feel like people don't pay attention enough

to everything in life

anyway see you later"

     I hope that it at least comforts you
     that you are always comforting me

This Moment Right Now Or In Ten Years

i love him so much. i am obsessed with him. he rubs my spine hard in quiznos, he listens and watches and understands. i want to capture this feeling, and remember it, although there are not exactly the right words, it's the sensation of something being right, and it is really great.

"does this person really like me, or am i manipulating them?"

Nervously Sad

all things either make me sad 

or nervous, and I am normally very much 

both. even happy things make me sad, because 

you can find anything that you are looking for.

Feeling Sorry For Myself

I wish that I loved anything this much..

Difference

   we are so far removed from who we were then
   we are unable to even use that person/memories
   as a point of reference

Settlers