You said you wouldn't and you fucking did

"I miss you when I can't sleep
or right after coffee
or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
still got sand in my sweaters
from nights we don't remember
do you miss me like I miss you?
fucked around and got attached to you
friends can break your heart too,
and I'm always tired but never of you

if I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
oh oh, keep it on the low
you're still in love with me but your friends don't know
if you wanted me you would just say so
and if I were you, I would never let me go"