Brief Moments

I wouldn't go as far as saying hopeful, but the passed however-many-months have had moments of happiness. I would be quick to admit that, despite their endings; bitter, one-sided or nonexistent. With my eyes shut I remember him kissing me repeatedly, and then a lot more. She said the last thing I should worry about is being annoying, and I remembered that. Him and I spent days perfectly together that I'd never forget. What happened?

"I know you witnessed my decline
you used to push back the darkness like a flood light"