Exhaust It Everything

Another difficult thing about having such an addictive personality is this overwhelming dissatisfaction it creates following everything I do. A normal person's brain can comprehend the ending of something. If I just drank a smoothie, only seconds later do I feel the need to have another, if I have a good day spent with someone I want so badly for the next day to be exactly the same, I go home from watching a movie and I long to already be seeing it again. Dissatisfaction isn't at all the right word, I tremendously appreciate everything, I feel gratitude, in the moment and afterwards. I need more, perhaps to even wear it out, see it through, all the way through.