If They Knew

If the radio station playing that song knew, whoever chose that song wouldn't have done so in a million years. If the band that wrote that song, knew how it was going to make me feel eight years later they couldn't have even finished it if they wanted to. I went straight from the feelings of scooping my eyes out with my fingers, to a different visual; my arms fall, weak and immobile, flaccid at my side. My heart hurt so badly, I could hardly see out of my eyes. I would not wish the feeling that hearing this song gives me, not to anyone, not even to you.