And Excitedly

and excitedly we would begin to make plans for the following day, we would come up with things that we couldn't wait to do together until i would say that i couldn't tomorrow, my voice unstable and trying to sound some kind of sincere. you would be put off slightly but kept your cool, you would ask why i couldn't. we played this game until i said i would tell you another day would be fine, but tomorrow just wouldn't work, i was busy this or that. eventually, it would come out like i probably thought it would, and i would say i really wanted to, and every single day, but i couldn't have you get sick of me, if you got tired of me i couldn't stand the thought. you said you wouldn't, and some days i stayed, and most days i left. but none of this matters, it was the first time that i would be right.