This Little Misery

I am incredibly, incurably unhappy. And can this happen at such a young age? There are no words for it, but I can only feel my life behind me. I am not even here right now, can't be.

(He instructed me to know that my sadness was commonplace. Bullshit. Lord knows if I believed in heaven, even in the slightest sense, I would be sitting there now.)