Scarely Smitten

pseudo sleep symptom of my pseudo sadness
super sham to feel something superior
similar to sobriety
you should've seen
so severely sweet on saying
special somethings, so surprised but sure
it was sizably substantial when you swore to sustain
slowly slid into surface surroundings
slipped up in the slightest
now straining every second
for the splendor of a 2nd shot
stagnant on a strange slip-sliding slope
I suppose I'll spin around someway
in spirit of being sick of such strong strides
away from small smiles
smart on shying away
searching, survalliencing, scrutinizing
on your street, what did I seek?
swelling in salvation
sweetness starvation
semi-stable
stint
a state of standard stalemate without a start
stopped
still scarred, scared, and scattered from
lack of sanctions succeeding no strive to stay
no struggle, no strife
secondhand symbols and seducing sentiments 
sincerely whisper-spoken secrets
surrendering of security
suffering serious setup
some sorted sorry, shoddy story
sappy
just subtract each stupid saturday and sunday 
spent heart swollen swooning in supreme sublimity
sheepish star struck sucker
spiraling seaward
a somewhat spineless and spruced up 
subpar see-you-later
still shook up from the ship off
spread thin and stooped low 
to substitute socializing
seemingly
suspicious sunset and suspended sunrise
spontaneous or selective, skilled and strategic 
sting of a soon stranger
stillness sufficed
spoken solemn and sullen self seclusion
silently spacial society
swallowing shallowness
spent screaming shameless
sinking from all that was stolen
suddenly scrap all that you saved
swiftly sacrifice sanctuaries
sauntered then sallied to success in secular sainthood
scheming such spotty 
scrupulous strict stringent schedules
shooting for the sky
s e p a r a t e.