Last Nail In The Open Casket

Okay, you win, you always do. You got under my skin, and my one promise to myself was that I wouldn't write about it. You went too far, you kept going, you knew my resistance was strong so you tortured accordingly. And maybe it was just that, you saw that I was okay, close to even happy, not that you are attempting to ruin that, but come on. You push all of my soft spots and then watch my reaction, only to call me "too much",  always have. I'm sorry that I'm too weak to break this spell, I am sorry for what love did to us, I know this is hell. I know you are discontent with a lot of aspects of your life since then, well it's been over three years and I am just now learning to sleep. I hope you find yourself, the one you were back then, glowing with perfect beauty, I hope that I lose that person that I was back then, it was so long ago. You saw correct, I am trying to be different, I am trying to be happy.

Not That I Was Reading Your Horoscope But

"An aspect of your life that carries a heavy emotional tone needs to be analyzed more carefully and honestly. You may find that a situation you are enamored with is not as clear as you wish it to be. Although you want to follow your heart, you may be painfully reminded of how complex it is – as your castles dissolve into the sand. Be objective when dealing with things that seem too good to be true. Shine light on the dark corners of your own illusions and see yourself as you really are. Resist the temptation to be charmed by flattery."

Leo

I Would But I Can't

The Fray - Never Say Never
Third Eye Blind - Wounded
The Front Bottoms - Tattooed Tears
American Football - I'll See You When We're Both Not So Emotional
Adele - Don't You Remember (live)
Brand New - Moshi Moshi
Kevin Devine - 11.17 (live)
Hightide Hotel - I Know What The Word Dead Means
Atmosphere - Became
mewithoutYou - January 1979
City & Colour - Like Knives
Mumford & Sons - White Blank Page
Right Away Great Captain - I Was A Cage
American Football - Never Meant
Adele - Make You Feel My Love

Real

  thank you for showing me what is real

  you are the only one 

It's Easy

stop bullshitting me

everyone is trying to get a reaction and I don't know why

maybe purely because they can, and it's easy

Words

Nearly three hours later, and all that I conjured up was how many words are in the english language.

Hello I'm In Delaware

 you consume my days 

 back and forth, like waves

 who left, and who remained

 are you the moon in constant motion?

 is it you or I, the water in the ocean

 don't you see I'm doing all that I can to forget

 I understand, and this is why, I'll bet

 you are in a place

 and the part of me that needs to rescue you

 is throbbing

Memorial