I'll Never Know

I was doing dishes, smirking to myself, about how well you have every single person convinced. I felt all-knowing, I almost laughed, being above everyone else. A second thought occurred then, a new thought, darker. You are so good at tricking a person, precisely the way that you want to, what if I was only a little different, you wished me to believe something else about you (what I wanted to), but that I am still fooled. Even more disillusioned than the rest.

I think about how for so, so long I did not see your mom. A strange amount of time, never ran into her (the way that I dreamed up), not once. I guess that it shows that it's just you and me, and what I mean is that it's proved I am in this alone.