peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, when people call/text me right after we just spent time together, watching the sunrise, being under a big blanket, my favorite movies, my MUSIC, spending hours on the phone, letters, holding hands, driving (living) in socks, genuine smiles when they're unexpected, when people subtly do little things they know that I like, pineapple on pizza or sandwiches, modesty, when someone says they miss me when I saw them recently, really cold water, falling asleep with someone, when people use the word "perfect" and mean it, the hottest showers possible, the feeling of complete relief, avocado, the phrase "of course", being home completely alone for long periods of time, when someone asks me what a word I used means, long hugs, when things remind people of me, hand massages, seeing best friends who adore each other, facial scars, getting things for free, duets, perfect weather, quotes, people who have my phone number memorized, waking up to someone, alphabetical and chronological order, real friendship, when people ask me questions, lyrics, purple and green together, knowing secrets, making someone food, plays-on-words, old pictures, fresh air, compound words, large amounts of snow, when someone is walking away but looks back again, driving under an overpass in the pouring rain,
What Kills Me:
listening to people eat bananas, the smell (and feel) of sunscreen, when people talk about how much they like sex, when I know someone isn't thinking about me, things scraping metal (teeth on metal spoons), feeling a lack of privacy, regretting eating something, arrogance, puking/puke, waiting for something that never happens, school, watching or thinking about someone I love crying, feeling under appreciated, knowing a friendship faded or is fading, hearing someone barfing, when people describe things as 'awkward', long/dirty finger nails, when time goes by quickly, hair, luke warm shower water, waking up sweaty, dogs, watching movies with light(s) on, hearing gagging, feelings scared in water, the words "nipple" and "horny", MATHEMATICS, tongue piercings, when people drink something with food in their mouth, feeling overwhelmed, guns, going to social events alone, when someone is mean to me without a reason, television, hand/finger prints on glass, toilets with weak water pressure, being ignored, whispers, waking up tired, important things being erased or broken, my hands being dirty, someone knowing i strongly dislike something and they do it anyway,
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