Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I Should Have

"I Should Have Walked Away.
I Should Have Walked Away."

Sometimes I get so deeply enveloped in my thoughts about the present moment that I am forced to remind myself to speak just to almost play along. Last night I paused briefly, and even then you took it as my rejection towards the conversation. Sometimes it is more trying to hear the truth when you knew it all along. I was preoccupied with the repercussions before the event played out, and was entertaining alternate endings. I was blowing your words out of proportion and context, but just in my head. And I was shivering, but we both knew that you were not the warmth I needed. Have you ever realized you were enjoying yourself, right then?

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