Found A Letter

 a creamy cup of coffee
how i thought you lost me
two open hearts at once is once in a blue moon
how i thought i got you
but usually one heart is pouring
and the other choses whether or not to accept
i'm lost, and somehow still filled with regret
i don't know if i ever would have been ready
but it would have been cleaner if slow and steady
i drifted away, and you tend to give a shove when things get heavy
please stay, dorian gray,
an altering picture depicted the madness is self-inflicted
and you over-achievers sure aren't making me feel any better
you jot pages of meticulous notes 
while i painfully scrawl out another love letter.