We Hate Me For It

you're getting my attention in morse code
a means of communication i learned in a past life
and only half-remember now
i reply repugnant
in english vocabulary
we hate me for it

i was never able to recognize this all as a game
because it was so far from a competition

and i apologize for the harsh things i said, and mostly thought
i am happy
for you



i cannot be that sorry
for our parents instilled and ingrained
a different way to relay
only in hindsight could i see that it was meant to be over before in begun