This Chosen Darkness And Self Pity

"I think it is more that he, because of this loss, he's focused more intently on the tragedy and the sadness, and these awful things that happen to people, and he's unable to escape that, or he's more accurately unable to justify it, I think, and that's what makes, the feeling of abandonment, I guess, that's the feeling like there's no point in continuing, or putting forth the effort, because he has been scarred by this instance and thusly focuses almost exclusively on the bad things that happen. He can't bring himself to be a normal person or lead a normal life because it doesn't seem right I guess."