Used To Want It

The truth is I'm just waiting here for you to need me 

The truth is I stopped wanting the truth a long time ago


remember how bad it was when I left your house in the morning without saying goodbye to you? You were asleep. I've been awake, brutally awake, for all this. Try to imagine that abandonment, times a fucking lifetime. You did not say goodbye, you did not come back, what did you expect me to feel cause of that? That's what I deserved? We made promises, and I always said goodbye.