Thursday, June 13, 2013

Can Anyone Else See This

"I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
and maybe we could talk this over
cause I could be your best bet
let alone your worst ex

and let alone your worst
I wanna hate you so bad
but I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
so honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
and you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
but I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
this is all wrong and it shows
the certain things I promised not to let you know (not to let you know),
(you've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat,
you've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat)
not to let you know
I never let you, never let you, never
you've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
but you're only counting the clock against the train
and I'm miserable
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
and you're just getting started
I'm miserable
you've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because
(I didn't want it to mean that much to me)
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
(I didn't want it to mean that much to me)
I didn't want it to mean that much to me"

It was a dream, and you were in my house, this one, the first one you will never set foot in, but I didn't know that until I woke up. You were right, it doesn't make sense, and it didn't, blatantly clear. But I was happy you were here, and you didn't leave, who is to know if there is anything in that. I just hope that you dream of me too, so I don't feel so foolish all day, thinking about you wordlessly standing in my room. I just appreciated that you could find me, when you needed to. And I'm in way over my head. This is what being haunted feels like. 
You need my praise and compliments like a hole in the head, who is keeping who live? who is keeping this alive?

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