Goals Or Similar

I want to go to bed before midnight, I want to dream something that does not make me nauseated when I wake up, I want to listen to a song and think of no one, I want to watch movies, and be able to pay attention, I want to be a good driver, I want to have friends, and not have it be about friendship, I want to never write again, I want to look at my reflection, just have that be okay, I want moderation, calmed nerves, I want my sentences to come out smooth, deliberately, I want self control, for the right reasons, I want to know I am doing things for the right reasons, I know I'm not.