Ruined It

ruined has a negative connotation but it shouldn't at all, never when i use it. perhaps haunted would be better? someone showing you behind the curtain all others are unaware of, and i do think we're all on the wrong side, but i've seen that other world now. i understand that new people come along, seem to fall from the sky when you need them, but i also know that replace is not ever the correct word for that.