Assuming It Was No Good

"I was looking for love in an empty vessel
I nearly worked myself to death
I used to put whole worlds around your validations
now I was wondering if I actually should
I kissed my weathered wounds in a haunted old town
my clean ends over dirt and trash
I was thinking of you, what you might have been up to
but confident in assuming it was no good


I was searching for remnants, for relics of my former life
half-hearted books and heart felt keepsakes were all that I could find 
I was searching your bedroom, for any sign of life 
abandoned books and dusty keepsakes were all that I could find"