So Fickle

"It's just that people are so fickle

and really I could lose you

just as quickly as I've gotten you

and that's the kinda thought

that makes me nervous

I'm worried if you'll really think I'm worth it

when the rush wears off 

and you're left with this busted person

but if you tell me you will

I will do what I can to believe it

So baby all these things that I've seen

last night while asleep

this morning they're messing with me

and now I'm anxious as hell

and looking for help

to the pleasent and painless 

some story to tell

with a throughline of calm

that could stop me from being myself

Cause all I think is how I want to be your fever

just to know I make you heated
cause I'm worried you might see me more like a blanket
who's there for comfort and for cover
from the glare of former lovers
all the passion that kissed you and bit you
til you were devoured
and I'd like to get better
cause thinking like this is torture

Maybe if I wake up and quit dreaming

I could shake the shit i'm fearing
and I could feel like I'm just freaking out
for no good reason
I'll tell you what
it's a line I can cross once I get there
I'm not ever leaving"