Bettered

I just wish that the people that I love could learn nearly as much from me as I do from them. 
I do not even wish that they loved me as much as I love them; it often makes my heart sore.
I love how they form sentences, I love watching them drive, their voices, I love learning more about them, I worry about them, I want to make things easier and better for them, it makes me happy knowing them, or noticing things about them, and I feel blessed for all of the sweet people I have managed to keep.
I often appear full force, or absent, and I am going to work on that, among several other things..

"you have a decent ear for notes,
but you can't yet appreciate harmony."