But Everything All Collapsed

I have nothing to say aside from how truly scared I am.

I realize how ridiculous it is to write about how my friends party too much
about how my parents don't care
and how I don't know what to be when I grow up.

I had a night dream that I finished this on the anniversary of my birth
and that all came full circle
for the first time in my life.

I had a day dream, that in the rain my car tires slid 
and I thought about you at my hospital bed side
just like you would think about 
coming to it.