I Can't Stop Writing About You and It's Destroying Our Friendship

I can't stop writing about you and it's destroying our friendship

on bad days I think that our parents did whatever they had to do to create us
just to put us on earth so that you and I could argue
we were destined
to not really get along

on my good days
I don't remember..
but I am sure that you love me

you changed my life like a candle changes a room
in a pretty and noticeable way
(that leaves me watching it waiting for it to burn away)

I make plans for the day and do not think of you
I make plans for the future and do not think of you

I read a poem about people who have been put on the earth at the same time due to only fate
and I think of you