I Haven't Been Gone Very Long But It Feels Like A Lifetime

"If you hate the taste of wine
why do you drink it 'til you're blind?
and if you swear that there's no truth and who cares
how come you say it like you're right?
why are you scared to dream of god
when it's salvation that you want?
you see stars that clear have been dead for years
but the idea just lives on

I've been sleeping so strange at night 

side effects they don't advertise

I've been sleeping so strange

with a head full of pesticide"