Learn To Love As

I'm fearful my life will be defined by an event that has yet to happen.

I am fearful that those that I love with see me for who I really am, either in one blow up, or slowly over time.

I am fearful that I will never be happy again, that I will see that everything was in fact getting progressively worse.

I'm fearful that my mind will win.

"And I promise to learn to love as I have learned to fear."