An Impossible Amount of Time

you were a miracle
you were perfection

we used to lie in our respective beds
just thinking about how lucky we were that the other had been born

i thought that if i kept this secret from god
maybe he wouldn't find us
wouldn't find us out
the impossibility
(there were a lot of other people in the world that he was trying to stop their perfection and impossibilities)
he didn't find us for while

i kept the secret good
from you, and everyone else
but when you found out
what i was keeping from god
you left me

in a jealous rage that i would believe in anyone more than you