Can Adjust

fan feels cold on

my tears but no neighbors
are fighting tonight

I can't imagine
going to work tomorrow
or staying at home

making decisions 

out of desperate feelings

also deviled eggs

my phone can adjust

to the light better than me

to be obsolete

my hobbies include

torturing myself mostly

and others rarely 

what am I doing

any of this shit for had

this crisis so many times 

the check engine light 

is on inside of my car

and I feel the same