The best part about being depressed is probably that they let you go to all the same places you would want or need to visit if you were sane

life goes on, as they say

you can attend tanning salons, auto mechanic shops

your employers, much like yourself

will be able to ascertain something is wrong, a bit off, "catterwonky", but will not be able to put their finger on it

I'm obsessed with how bad things are

I thrive in this sick, decrepit environment 

if I leave

where will I go