"I’m still in love with you, and I want you so to love me.
If I had the nerve, I’d stay and lie, hoping that I could make you love me again as I am, for myself.
And so forget the other and forget the past, but I don’t know whether I have the nerve to try."
Pretending I'm not writing to you is funny, but isn't everything? I go to kaiser, it goes fine, my doctor steps out of the room and I text you immediately. I can't gauge anything, it's okay, I'm talking to you. I go to the pharmacy. my mom calls me back, I go pick her up, she tells me she was going to surprise me at work, was about to, but saw the traffic on navigation and decided against it, I pretended as if I was there.
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