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 I have conceived that I have a difficult time differentiating nerves, from elation. Obviously, not every time that I feel nervous, but rather when the nerves are not of a negative nature. Perhaps people spiral upwards, the same way that they spiral downwards, I am simply less familiar with the upwards motion and thoughts. I feel okay today, because there is change in the air, although I am an off putting sort of anxious, trust me, I do not normally toss away my breakfast. Trembling hands, teary eyes, how long can this last? Most importantly, should anything last?