Lions

(1) Words are often frivolous to someone who could can read my mind, thanks for staying, and everything; everything you are and aren't.
(2) Thank you for not not giving up on me, but not on yourself, think what I will but I need it.
(3) Fuck you so much for making me so careful, thank you, so much, for making me this careful.


"And, I'd be lying if I said all of this made even the slightest fragment of sense to me


I could tell you that I only write shit down when I believe it
So take this how you want, but know I mean it
I want you all to know that I'm scared
Now my fuckin' crooked soul never faced a
monster like the last few months
Ever in my whole life... I wish I could explain this better (I can't)
But the pieces won't formulate it to anything even close to cohesive
So I guess this is my feeble way to thank you"


Note to self: Please, please, some time prior to 2am feel like things are this okay, they are, they aren't, but you are fine, not for what was left but for what was kept.