Down And Out

slow and steady wins the race
(so i've heard)
but i'm a little off track, and a lot out of pace
and i grin big with white flag teeth
but you'll likely misinterpret the look on my face

some half ass kiss and make up
so quick to apologize for any wrong that you make
i have learned the word help this year
but now any other phrase by comparison seems too fake
honesty can only get you so far
so i still plan to tell you this all's been fun and great
i am just in awe of simple crystal
clear lives, cause this future's opaque


found out yesterday that i am ten credits shy of sixty
toss and turned all night vigorously

wondering if you could ever miss me