I Thought That

i hoped that when you both saw me it would make you sick
i hoped that you would be sick over the idea of "you both" when you both thought of it
i wished that you both would stay up all night thinking of me constantly
replaying recollections, so strongly you were unable to sleep, or breath
i wished that you both would feel remorse worse than ever before
i wished you both would hope of me when you heard your phone or door
i thought that songs would bring me back
i really thought that