Fingers

Everything is so sticky with the recurrences and remnants of last year.

"so I should probably say something to you 
but I'd probably ruin it then 
it's best for us both if I keep my mouth shut
and just stay on my side of the train"

"I know I will not call
it's this decision I've made
so I'm up all night chanting 
"Vow I can't break""