Seeing (In) You

Tomorrow could be a substantially impacting day
and honestly I've been working hard on my honesty
and truthfully the truth doesn't mean anything
if I can't tell it to you..

It would be so in the wrong to even ask you
if that was you driving ahead of me today
which in turn, makes me think
where did I so badly go wrong?

(I look at the palms of my hands and see the life line that you broke
looking at the top of my hands I see what I never saw in you though)


writing too much in cars and parking lots

"you were not only the essence of that
moment
but of all my moments up to then

yet there was nothing
I could tell you."